supposingly i was told to be migrate to Germany on this august but heyy during the time when i came back from holiday mom told me that its been cancelled.i got down and didnt talk to her nor even my siblings.my sister knew about it but she kept silent.i called granny from overseas to complain it to her about it and granny knew about it before me so i asked.she said mom told her that she couldnt bear to let me off to have my study down there as down there i'll be staying for atmost 5years for diploma together with degree in Engineering course.she said its too hard to let me off and worried too.damn it i felt so shit lar likely like i'm still small?but granny said its all because i'm the youngest in the family and the most irritating and pampered one so yeah i came to realized of it.finally i made up my mind to think it over again and then hah still in s'pore.this is home.continue my Engineering course in s'pore.okayy fine.